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She thinks about those trees falling in the woods
silent and unobserved
until one day someone comes along;
and notices with a start that the entire forest is gone 

[	Current Mood	|	sore	]
[	Current Music	|	Cory Lee - The Naughty Song	]

Just as many people were asking, yes this is The L Word.
 i think Jen is a bitch, and i thought the idea of blindfolds and creams is really cute *chuckles*

Unless I wise up, this dramashits will never end..

I can't believe last night..actually..happened..
God, I think i'm insane..
I feel, sore..



Oh this is really backdated but I think I look really different 4 months ago.
no?



Just look at MY CHEEKS, THEY ARE SO THERE.
Oh you kno what, im weighing like 41kg now, i thought i was like 43-45.
Fine i know thats pure randomness.




This is art.

HAPPY SWEET 18TH MY LOVELY ADORABLE SEXY SUGARY LALA-Y LOVE-Y RAYNE PHANG.
<3
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU!!




Rainbow! Its been ages since i last saw the colours, but maybe because they're just there and i don't give a hoot about mother's nature.



We didn't really celebrate thou.. but glad i can spend your special day ( sorta ) with you <33
We had breeks, it's my all time favourite. 
Double the steaks, pleaseeeeeeeeee.





They always taste so goooood.
Pictures don't do justice.
And the same ol' mussel shooters, and soup.



Our cups are kissing each other. ( her idea )



Birthday-Girl finds joy in tickling Betty's armpit.



I hate it when im waiting so long for the camera to snap that my face looks retarded.
Lousy camera-holder. :D
Do you love my earrings?
It's furry, giving off this little winter feel, and it's in a teddybear-shaped. <3







Yes I know my eyes look horrible.
Its been a week and the infection is still there.
I even had a hard time trying to sms, or to watch a simple tv.
As im writing this, it honestly still hurts.
Doctor says I'll have to get myself admitted to the A&E if this still persists on. :(
It's really baddd :((((((



I got her this ALDO clutch.






We had WARAKU.







Lovely ambience.




My eyes went really crazy that day so we couldn't take much photos what a pity 
There's her thou.
Don't you just wish you can have her complexion?




My RAMANE!


I was thrilled the first time i saw it like when im 6? Kinda like this idea of having that little marble popped in and u see many bubbles growling, rolling in the bottle while drinking from it.
Hmm so anyways..

I had the beef.. ( like always.. )



It was my first time there
I almost ate it RAW. >.<
And i had to ask the waitress like how long do i have to wait before i dig in..
I kno, its so wtf (?)

Jt got the codfish after much consideration



Hers was yummier :(

And the ice cream desserts, we ordered them cus they looked cute



The strawberry is my favouriteeeeeeeee.
Its like strawberry yoghurt.
SUGOI (!)
Well, that sums up about all


Oh, Agnes is leaving.
We HAD to take this photo.



( my hair is so bad )

Agnes followed by teyweili.
Guess I'll be the next.
You know the time spent there is just..
Hmm I don't think I should continue I dont wanna get into trouble again knowing im super unlucky these days.


Fortunately i didn't agree to cla's show tomorrow cus i just remembered i have morning shift the next day! And the show is like what, 11pm-3am?
I will get zonked.
I have to HAVE my beauty sleeeeeeeep.





So long!

I wonder if God is playing a trick on me, but as i lay back on my bed, itunes kept playing our song..

which got me reminiscing..

It was sweet of you to love me
It was nice being with you
and it's..okay, that you don't want me anymore
I will always remember, a part of you, so tender..

From here, i'll stop holding this grudge and pain.
It's always and still, nice, to have this memory of us, forever staying with me.
And as i look back, I smile.
I look at our pictures, I..smile.
However torn and broken I was/am, I'll accept our ending with an open heart.
I sincerely thank, you.

Don't let someone be a priority in your life
when you are only an option in theirs

[	Current Mood	|	awake	]
[	Current Music	|	Avril - when you're gone	]

Truth can cause a sharp pain behind your eyes 
and  that love sometimes feels like a fist around your throat.




I was so having the 'emoemoemo' mode yesterday. And its so depressing being in this state.
Two bigboys were by my side, literally. And its funny to think that they were part of my life before, if you know what i meant.
I don't know what God is tryna do, really.

I had a bad morning.
7am, tummy was hurting sooo baaaaaaddd i had to  rush to the bathroom.
Diarrhoeas.
8am, diarrhoeas again.
Its so fucked to know the "diarrhoea pain" is pretty much consistent.

And then on my way to tuition, this family had to block my way in the middle of the road. They were strolling ever so slowly.
It's not the normal slow slow, it's pretty fucking-annoying slow. And they had to block me.
The next thing i know, their bloody brolly knocked on my shoulder. Not a single apology was heard.

And then, i had to rush to my tuition kid's house to KNOW that they DON'T WANT ME ANYMORE cus i kept having to absent myself. ( not like i don't have my reasons, reason being i had sore eyes for DAYS and i really didnt wish to spread it to the kid herself ). Oh yes, how really angry i am.
Oh wtf, wait til i reach your house then you tell me that? I was so on the verge of slapping that laocheebye obasan.

And oh, after carrying my school books all the wayyyy out then i came to realize there wasn't any class today either. 
So tell me how shit-poo my morning was.
I was so screwed i just cabbed home, And now im back home using the lappy, i'm actually discussing w/ josh regarding disneyland LMAO.
Random but yaynesssss.

Kelson's away.

Steph and me planning on a 'black-and-white affair'
GAHHHH, i can't wait.
My 18th, its soooo gonna be...
FUN.
Can september roll over?
People, please make september FREE.
There's like a thousand and one things i can do with 18.
Legal access to clubs, drinks, and the best part of all, MORE JOBS from ling, man i hope she meant what she said. HA. 
WHEEEEEEE im so excited.


Did i mention i've found an antidote for sleepless + teary + horrible nights?
Imma happy girl :)